He thought I owned him. He thought he loved me, that I was enough. But this animal, this sex god who could drive me crazy and steal my heart in the same breath, he would never fully be mine. It was impossible. No one ever owned a God…
One year. I have one year to find out more about this man I am marrying. More about his family. More about our sex, and all of the dirty, delicious places it will take me.
I thought I’d spend this year making a decision. I never thought the decision would be taken from me, snatched right from my naive little hands.
This was a tough one. After reading both Blindfolded Innocence and Masked Innocence, I wasn’t exactly ready for End of the Innocence. I love the fact that Brad and Julia are happy, engaged, making a life with one another. I’m not ready for all that to end. And after I read the blurb? Ha! Forget about it. It convinced me that my heart would…well, no longer resemble a heart.
There were moments – I’ll admit it – when I felt my stomach bottom out. You know, that sinking feeling that something terrible was about to happen. Maybe Brad’s family would strike or Alexis would work her magic and seduce Brad – or something worse. It was all just too much. The thing is… I CAN’T STAY AWAY FROM ALESSANDRA’S BOOKS! I’m starting to believe it’s a physical impossibility. I have to read them. I need to. There’s something about the way she writes that sucks me in. let’s not even get started on the sex. Holy hell. I’m fanning myself right now. If you don’t get all hot and bothered reading her scenes there’s something wrong with you. She writes kink like a pro!
Back to Brad and Julia…
When we left them in Masked Innocence, they’d just gotten engaged. Everyone now – “Aww…” The man-whore finally chose to settle down, but like most of us, Julia isn’t 100% sure about his intentions. Did he just ask her to marry him to protect her from his family? They want to “whack” her – six feet under swimming with the fishes style… Not good. She’s determined to have him wait out the one year engagement. Seems smart enough to me. A lot can happen in a year.
Alexis… She worries me, or worried me. Obviously it’s easy for women to fall for the De Luca charm. Alexis is no different. While Brad thinks she’s just with him for sex, and that the sex is meaningless, it’s not. She wants her white knight. She thought, or maybe still thinks, it’s Brad. That doesn’t bode well for Julia.
Needless to say, there’s a lot for this couple to overcome in order to live happily ever after. The deck is kind of stacked against them.
I love Julia’s strength. It takes a strong woman to deal with Brad De Luca. Add in his family and she might as well be canonized. Canonized for being a feisty sexaholic who tames what some would refer to as a sex god? Er, I’m not sure that works, but you get the point. She’s incredible and I’ll miss reading about her spunky behavior and of course the sex romps.
I really enjoyed reading the Innocence series, but all good things must come to an end. It’s sad to see Brad and Julia go. They’ve both wormed their way into my heart – yeah, even Brad. But it just means that there will be room for new characters, which find themselves in sexy new situations. I can’t wait to see what Alessandra rolls out with next.
7:45 a.m. The doomed walk of the dead through the lobby. I shielded my ring finger with my purse and smiled a brief hello to Ancient Dorothy, bee-lining for the elevators. I rode up alone, taking advantage of the silence to whisper a short prayer—apologizing for any recent sins and praying for compassion.
I was making coffee when the first person noticed the ring. It was hard to miss, sparkling brilliantly under overhead fluorescents, and Beverly, the wing’s secretary, pounced on it like a kitten going after catnip. “What is that?” She dropped her lunch box in the fridge and grabbed my hand with both of hers, oblivious to the dirty coffee filter I was holding, and I watched in irritation as used grounds flew everywhere, spotting the white tile with black specks. Her squat body was rooted to the ground, and she gripped my hand with a warrior’s intensity, her eyes fixated on the ring like it was a steaming hot funnel cake. I tried to gently tug my hand away, but it was like trying to pull Excalibur’s sword from the stone.
“I didn’t know you were dating anyone!” Beverly’s eyes left the stone and focused on me intently. “Did you get back together with your ex?”
“Errr … No.” I smiled, though I think it came off more like a grimace. “This is someone new.”
“And you’re already engaged?” She tilted her head at me, puzzled, and I cursed the day I ever shared a moment of personal discussion with this woman, or any other creature on this floor.
“Yes. It is quite sudden.” I looked pointedly at the deflated coffee filter, and she released my hand with a quick, hurried movement.
“Oh my goodness, dear, I am sorry.”
I smiled and moved to the trash, dumping the filter and hoping she would leave.
“That is quite a ring. What does your fiancé do?” She moved closer, officially entering my personal bubble.
Aw crap. “He’s an attorney.” I said offhand, washing my hands as noisily as possible, then started opening and closing cabinets, trying to put as many items and sounds between Beverly and me as possible. “I really can’t chat, Beverly. I’ve got to get this coffee on.”
“An attorney!” She beamed proudly. “Well, I know lots of attorneys. You know, I’ve been here thirteen years, and our cases involve firms from all over the city. He’s got to be a new attorney, maybe he interned here. What’s his name?”
I filled up the water reservoir, making a face and pointing to my ear, as if the pathetic pressure from the faucet was a gushing flow of Niagara proportions. That didn’t work. She waited patiently by the sink, and the minute I turned the faucet off, she spoke. “What’s his name?”
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I was out of options. “I think you probably know him,” I said brightly, adding the water container to the coffee pot, and scooping out fresh grounds. “He works in the East Wing. His name is Brad.”
I really didn’t want to look at her, didn’t want to see whatever expression crossed her face, but my eyes were drawn to her without bidding, as if they had flipped my subconscious the bird and did exactly what they wanted to because ohmygodthiswasgoingtobetoogoodtomiss. She tilted her head, probably trying to think what peon in the East Wing was named Brad, because it couldn’t possibly be the Brad, and I watched with slow horror the moment her mind came up blank and rested on the only possible conclusion.
She stilled, her sturdy body freezing, and teetered a bit, sticking a hand out and grabbing the counter. Her face took on an odd expression, somewhere between smelling something sour and being constipated. It contorted for three long seconds, in which her mouth opened and closed twice, no words coming out. Finally, she swallowed hard and tried again.
“Brad De Luca?” Her voice still held a glimmer of hope, a possibility that she might be mistaken, that there was some new guy, some pencil-pushing nerd stuck in a small corner of divorce, who she hadn’t yet heard of. Some Brad Smith, or Taylor, or anything other than De Luca. I hated to squash that hope, almost felt a civil duty to lie. Almost.
I finished the damn coffee-making process and pushed START with an almost proud finality. Made it through that alive. Then, I turned back to Beverly. “Yes. Brad De Luca. Good, you do know him.” We did this weird country line dance shuffle where I tried to get around her, and she unintentionally kept getting in my way, and then I finally escaped, and was halfway out the door when I felt her iron grip on my arm. I turned, pasting a bright smile on my face. “Yes?”
I was yanked backward so hard I think one of my heels partially came off. Unsure, confused Beverly was gone, and in her place was a court marshal of Judge Judy proportions. She shut the kitchen door in a swift motion—I didn’t even know the kitchen had a door—and stuck both hands on her hips, squaring off to me. “You. Are Engaged. To Brad. De Luca.” She spoke slowly, drawing out the sentence excruciatingly, and seemed to physically grow bigger with every word.
“Yes.” I tried to maintain a cheerful disposition, but the air in the room was thick, and I was a little worried she might eat me for lunch instead of whatever was in her polka dotted lunchbox.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Alessandra Torre is a new author who focuses on contemporary erotica. Her first book, Blindfolded Innocence, was published in July 2012, and was an Erotica #1 Bestseller for two weeks. The sequel to Blindfolded, Masked Innocence, will be released in February 2014.
Alessandra lives in the Southern United States and is married, with one young child. She enjoys reading, spending time with her family, and playing with her dogs. Her favorite authors include Lisa Gardner, Gillian Flynn, and Jennifer Cruise.
Learn more about Alessandra on her website at www.alessandratorre.com, or you can find her on Twitter or her Facebook fanpage.